So I'm at the beach this week for my birthday, and whenever I look out at the ocean it makes me think of what's most important in my life. && It reminds me to cherish it. I wanted to say a few words to my boyfriend.
First off, between you and I.. I'm glad my nose looks proportional to my face and I'm glad I'm natural. I love you. I know that sometimes I worry because I've never met someone like you in my life and i don't want other girls to know that i have something this great BC i don't want drama and i don't want to lose you. its like a beauty secret or a good recipe. You always want people to think you got something alright because if they knew the secret.. if they knew what you really are, the magician would have to reveal her trick and i feel like my world, could get a bit more chaotic. I'm starting this blog, not because I want t write a ton love letters to you, or because I think anyone will read it...
I'm writing this because you probably won't read it. Because, everything I want you to know.. everything I wish you would believe, every hope, every goal, every downfall, every... everything will hopefully be recorded here.. and one day... MAYBE I might let you read "Live.Love.Ponder." But for now, it's just my thoughts, floating around cyberspace. I'm just a young woman with alot of problems I'm trying to fit together so that I like the picture when the sand runs out. I'm tired. I don't think I could be more sun burnt, or miss you any more...
My thoughts keep returning to you this evening and you are on my heart. I love you dearest.
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